Back to posting.. long time didnt post, nth much to post
Last fews days use to have a girlfriend, bt become ex le.. Gary betray me, at 1st he told me wan help me, gary talk alot to her.. about his past, and slowly they talk vryhappily. and i tink she have abit fallen for gary. But gary told me he wun hong her, at last all is a lie. Gary ask her for stead, and she accepted
Now im alone, feeling loneliness.. miss her and cried for her, bt no use le.. her heart no longer with me. She told me when im with her, why i dun stop her from breaking up with me. She told me, she hold on me, bt i let go. I didnt, when she told me for break up, i was vry upset and my heart suddenly feel vry pain and hurt me alot.
When we are tgt, we everyday meet. Now even he do tht to gary too, they are stead le. And im left out, maybe i need time to heel my wounds. Its quite a big burst for me, to accept the fact tht she are nt at my side
Without her im nt doing well, bt life have to go on.. Need to live, study and earn money for futher. Alot of ppl told me tht my mrs right stil haven come out. Must wait bah, and dunno who isit. Maybe that is a mature love. My ex told me im nt matured enough, i agree. But she also did
Currently i feeling brk down, and deadly missing her. No one can give me the answer what should i do in my life. Ending my post here, dunno when wil i post again ):