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Michael
==Zhuang Zhi==
Christian Name:Michael♂
YuhuaSecSch ♣ cck ite♣
Single
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Audition:~XiaoEmo~ lvl 26
Audi Fam:~LoveSecret~
Audi Couple:~MyEquation~
Tiongxim to gans , friends and stead♥
Height:168cm
Weight:55kg
Wishing Well
[Last long with her] Wish 1
[Get gd grades in my n lvl] Wish 2
[Have lesser pimple] Wish 3
[Lose weight n grow taller] Wish 4
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Friday, July 23, 2010
Bck to posting le, its had been one week le... tings is nt rlly going rite nw, hope wil be btr soon and nw currently bck to single...
Its had been one week i didnt post le, today didnt go sch... dun feel like posting nwadays, my ex remind me to post... so decided to post abit, dunwan my blog dead... morning wake up, quite alot of msg reply... abit sad tht my ex gf broke me ytd, quite sad la... i have gain abit to love her, bt nw she giving up... i dunno why, hope this wun end like tht... is nt gd, she say she going fang qi... and ytd i meet my ex tell her abt my ex stuff, tell her alot... cos i have seem she changing for me and i have start to trust her, bt i no love for her le... bt she si chan lan da, i abit irritated by tht... cuz i was sick and keep stick with me, tink all this tht have happen in this one week... is nt for me, going start afresh aft my n lvl maybe... if nvr continue study aft my n lvl i will go army le, my bro say go army take police btr... dunnid suffer so much in army, bt will stil nid training... bt at least cn go home everyday, dunno can or nt... thn i tell my bro tht last time i npcc lucky he nt, bt i only join 2 years cca only... hope can bah, and going to start training my muscle abit soon... bt dunno hw train, nw currently quite blur... my ex want be with me bck, i dunwan... nw my another ex aft her, ask me to let go of her :( start to gain abit love for her le... quite sad abt it, even when i am sick... stil gt tink of her, ending my post soon... currently smsing with my two ex, hate the sick... nvr go sch, miss my lesson... sux man, my flu come again... my blog link, love is just so complicated yeah... dunno why, cant bt explain... the love is so strong, and when time to let go... will be damn painful in my heart, although i didnt tell me ex tht i stil love my ex... cuz i shd keep to myself, and she keep ask abt my ex... quite irritated, and just nw in the aftnoon, feeling btr... pei my parent buy family needs, hair quite messy... outside air mre fresh, i realise... bt nt feeling well must stay at hme bo bian, k going off... my ex ask me audi with her, bye reader...
Its had been one week i didnt post le, today didnt go sch... dun feel like posting nwadays, my ex remind me to post... so decided to post abit, dunwan my blog dead... morning wake up, quite alot of msg reply... abit sad tht my ex gf broke me ytd, quite sad la... i have gain abit to love her, bt nw she giving up... i dunno why, hope this wun end like tht... is nt gd, she say she going fang qi... and ytd i meet my ex tell her abt my ex stuff, tell her alot... cos i have seem she changing for me and i have start to trust her, bt i no love for her le... bt she si chan lan da, i abit irritated by tht... cuz i was sick and keep stick with me, tink all this tht have happen in this one week... is nt for me, going start afresh aft my n lvl maybe... if nvr continue study aft my n lvl i will go army le, my bro say go army take police btr... dunnid suffer so much in army, bt will stil nid training... bt at least cn go home everyday, dunno can or nt... thn i tell my bro tht last time i npcc lucky he nt, bt i only join 2 years cca only... hope can bah, and going to start training my muscle abit soon... bt dunno hw train, nw currently quite blur... my ex want be with me bck, i dunwan... nw my another ex aft her, ask me to let go of her :( start to gain abit love for her le... quite sad abt it, even when i am sick... stil gt tink of her, ending my post soon... currently smsing with my two ex, hate the sick... nvr go sch, miss my lesson... sux man, my flu come again... my blog link, love is just so complicated yeah... dunno why, cant bt explain... the love is so strong, and when time to let go... will be damn painful in my heart, although i didnt tell me ex tht i stil love my ex... cuz i shd keep to myself, and she keep ask abt my ex... quite irritated, and just nw in the aftnoon, feeling btr... pei my parent buy family needs, hair quite messy... outside air mre fresh, i realise... bt nt feeling well must stay at hme bo bian, k going off... my ex ask me audi with her, bye reader...
Friday, July 16, 2010
Bck to posting... currently watching tv, just nw on phne with baby... abit no mood, she bo reply me
Early in the morning, parent wake me up... quite early, cos today gt to go japanese garden for cross country run... thn heard tht my sister want walk to japanese garden tgt, cos she 1st time meet her fren... tot have to walk thr my own, thn walk down with my sis... bt she walk til near lakeside mrt, nvr go over the bridge... her fren and her mother was thr, ask them want walk or take bus... at last take bus, to japanese garden... bt take wrong i tink, we only take 2 stop... bt alot ppl follow us, cos they also take to japaense garden... bt its wrong i realise, we only take til chinese garden only... bt i knw hw to walk, walk a distance... thn my sis another fren, at outside... thn waited for her at entrance of japanese garden, alan sms me... ask me at whr, thn he walk pass us... thn at last go in le, go to my class satted down... thn waited for quite long, sec 1 to sec 4 go run... quite sian at thr, ply with handphne and the mineral water they giv... thn alan go make hole at the bottle, we spray at the floor... and other ppl, quite fun... bt wetwet le, suddenly rain... cant run le, alot ppl so happy... nth to post much, going end soon post soon... thn aft tht go home at 10+ early dismiss, walk home... thn alan and my one of my classmate run, thn i also run... my sis cant rlly catch up, til a place we take bus to lakeside mrt... i buy drinks, thn go home eat lunch le... thn ply comp, slp awhile... call baby and eat dinner til here to post, ending my post here... bye readers...
Early in the morning, parent wake me up... quite early, cos today gt to go japanese garden for cross country run... thn heard tht my sister want walk to japanese garden tgt, cos she 1st time meet her fren... tot have to walk thr my own, thn walk down with my sis... bt she walk til near lakeside mrt, nvr go over the bridge... her fren and her mother was thr, ask them want walk or take bus... at last take bus, to japanese garden... bt take wrong i tink, we only take 2 stop... bt alot ppl follow us, cos they also take to japaense garden... bt its wrong i realise, we only take til chinese garden only... bt i knw hw to walk, walk a distance... thn my sis another fren, at outside... thn waited for her at entrance of japanese garden, alan sms me... ask me at whr, thn he walk pass us... thn at last go in le, go to my class satted down... thn waited for quite long, sec 1 to sec 4 go run... quite sian at thr, ply with handphne and the mineral water they giv... thn alan go make hole at the bottle, we spray at the floor... and other ppl, quite fun... bt wetwet le, suddenly rain... cant run le, alot ppl so happy... nth to post much, going end soon post soon... thn aft tht go home at 10+ early dismiss, walk home... thn alan and my one of my classmate run, thn i also run... my sis cant rlly catch up, til a place we take bus to lakeside mrt... i buy drinks, thn go home eat lunch le... thn ply comp, slp awhile... call baby and eat dinner til here to post, ending my post here... bye readers...
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Bck to posting, dunno why today abit no mood...
Start posting here, morning recieve baby morning msg... reply her, when she was walking to sch... aft awhile brush up, and get rdy to go to sch... every morning quite late, bt nvr late for sch... study= to stressing, bt stil have to study las... i find i slack alot, stil cnt kik the habbit of plying comp... maybe going ply lesser, study more... is getting closer and closer to my n lvl le, 1st lesson eng... do eng test again, the teacher keep give us do halfhalf de... texting baby abit, slow reply... cos only gt 2 period, aft tht follow by chinese... slacking at chinese class, teacher call us read oral... quite alot words dunno hw to read, thn texting with baby... telling baby tht my chinese cmi leh, ask baby to teach me abit :) hahas... so cute las her, ask me when my n lvl oral... tell her 26 july, she say so fast wor... thn say when we go out she teach me las, hahas so happy baby can study with me... when she is free, we go out study las... aft tht follow by maths, maths teacher nvr come... slacking thr too, today didnt study tht much... aft tht baby told me she go slp awhile, bt going recess le... follow by recess, eat abit nia... follow by d&t, bo d&t cos i drop le... free lesson, wanted to at library ply audi... bt gt audi maintance, didnt ply at around 12.40 thn found tht maintance finish... patch and play for one round, thn bell ring gt ppl come le... off my comp, actually today gt self-learning every week bt i didnt go de... thn went hme, aftnoon ply comp for around 3hr, abit addicted... thn follow by dinner, just nw study abit... nw i have the habbit of study every night, bt stil nid to improve... ending my post here, bye reader... baby iloveyou <3
Start posting here, morning recieve baby morning msg... reply her, when she was walking to sch... aft awhile brush up, and get rdy to go to sch... every morning quite late, bt nvr late for sch... study= to stressing, bt stil have to study las... i find i slack alot, stil cnt kik the habbit of plying comp... maybe going ply lesser, study more... is getting closer and closer to my n lvl le, 1st lesson eng... do eng test again, the teacher keep give us do halfhalf de... texting baby abit, slow reply... cos only gt 2 period, aft tht follow by chinese... slacking at chinese class, teacher call us read oral... quite alot words dunno hw to read, thn texting with baby... telling baby tht my chinese cmi leh, ask baby to teach me abit :) hahas... so cute las her, ask me when my n lvl oral... tell her 26 july, she say so fast wor... thn say when we go out she teach me las, hahas so happy baby can study with me... when she is free, we go out study las... aft tht follow by maths, maths teacher nvr come... slacking thr too, today didnt study tht much... aft tht baby told me she go slp awhile, bt going recess le... follow by recess, eat abit nia... follow by d&t, bo d&t cos i drop le... free lesson, wanted to at library ply audi... bt gt audi maintance, didnt ply at around 12.40 thn found tht maintance finish... patch and play for one round, thn bell ring gt ppl come le... off my comp, actually today gt self-learning every week bt i didnt go de... thn went hme, aftnoon ply comp for around 3hr, abit addicted... thn follow by dinner, just nw study abit... nw i have the habbit of study every night, bt stil nid to improve... ending my post here, bye reader... baby iloveyou <3
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Bck to posting, abit no mood nw... today she agree to patch with me, bt her heart stil with me?
Haiz... starting posting from here, nw currently smsing with her... just nw my hp bo batt, saddieme cnt text baby... reach hme, straight away call her... bo pick my call, i tot wat happen... bt she say nth happen, i duno las... sense gt smth happen, knew it... her blog gt ppl spam her tagboard, stp spamming thx... is me and her problems, nt u alls... morning wake up, text her morning... she replied, texting with her til she off work... she told me tht she going home, no one at hme... ask her topup her prepaid alrdy or nt, tht time plying audi and soldier front computer game while texting... thn i stop awhile at 1+, call her at 2+... till 3+ went bath, get rdy to go my grandparent hse le... at grandparent quite sian, want to do homework... no mood do, call baby... and we talking abt patch tings, and she say knw her eng name... dunno her chinese name, ask me to guess... at last guess le, she use song to tell me the answer... bt dunno tht she rlly mean or nt, around 6+ eat my dinner... i alone at grandparent hse, silbings go down ply soccer... i nvr, wanted consentrate on work... phne suddenly until half way no batt, lose contact with baby... til go hme, just nw call nvr pick my call... say she busy, guess smth happen just nw... nw quite silence, and i wonder if i rlly patch with her alrdy or nt... her status stil single, nvm nt going to force her las... abit no mood, and worry did smth rlly happen just nw... ending my post here, BABY ILOVEYOU!<3
Haiz... starting posting from here, nw currently smsing with her... just nw my hp bo batt, saddieme cnt text baby... reach hme, straight away call her... bo pick my call, i tot wat happen... bt she say nth happen, i duno las... sense gt smth happen, knew it... her blog gt ppl spam her tagboard, stp spamming thx... is me and her problems, nt u alls... morning wake up, text her morning... she replied, texting with her til she off work... she told me tht she going home, no one at hme... ask her topup her prepaid alrdy or nt, tht time plying audi and soldier front computer game while texting... thn i stop awhile at 1+, call her at 2+... till 3+ went bath, get rdy to go my grandparent hse le... at grandparent quite sian, want to do homework... no mood do, call baby... and we talking abt patch tings, and she say knw her eng name... dunno her chinese name, ask me to guess... at last guess le, she use song to tell me the answer... bt dunno tht she rlly mean or nt, around 6+ eat my dinner... i alone at grandparent hse, silbings go down ply soccer... i nvr, wanted consentrate on work... phne suddenly until half way no batt, lose contact with baby... til go hme, just nw call nvr pick my call... say she busy, guess smth happen just nw... nw quite silence, and i wonder if i rlly patch with her alrdy or nt... her status stil single, nvm nt going to force her las... abit no mood, and worry did smth rlly happen just nw... ending my post here, BABY ILOVEYOU!<3
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Bck to posting... currently today meet her out again, i plan to test our feeling...
Nw currently msg with her, quite miss her las... morning when i wakeup, saw no msg frm her... started text her 1st, she replied... thn go brush my teeth and eat brunch, we was texting til she off work... talking quite normally, gt abit nt right... she say today wanted to study at hme, no mood to go out... bt she promise to go out today, aft work stil texting with her... til she reach hme, tht time slacking at bed... quite tired duno why, aft awhile call her... cos nvr receive her reply, she slping... thn i call her wake her up le, ssuddenly she say meet... quite happy las, thn quickly bath and went out le... bt b4 go out, my sis go tied the pig batok to head... wtf, make me had a hard time untied it... angry with my sis, make me so rush... bt at last untied le when i reach boonlay mrt, lucky... thn quickly go interchange wait for her, bt she say she will be abit late... she reach, call me say at A1... thn walk to thr, go to mrt tgt... quite silence las her, abit nt use to it... since we brk, i knw is my fualt to brk... bt abit unsure abt my feelings, thn quiet in the mrt... tried to talk to her, bt she listen to her song and silence bo rlly talk... abit sad las, til reach bugis... she ask me want go whr, thn bugis mrt grab her hand and get out of mrt... at tht moment my feeling bck le, so happy las... holding her hand, thn walk up escalator she sms... let go, thn walk outside... walk to movie ticket, buy 2 ticket me and her... she standing outside, hope tht she stand at my beside bt she didnt... aft tht go walk walk awhile, cos the show start at 4.15... tht time only around 3.30pm, wondering whr the movie at whr... ask her, she say on top... clever thn me las, happy tht she started talking, thn go into movie and sitted down haven started... abit bck to silence again, see her quite tired, cos outside rain... regret tht i ask out, aft tht movie start le... aft around half an hour, ask her for ans... hold her hand, she abit flu... worry she sick las, eek... thn watch, she say she want slp... close her eye, thn siddenly feel like kissing her... omg, she close and open de... keep ask for her ans nvr ans, just kiss her... 1st and 2nd time bo kiss bck, abit no reaction... bt aft tht ok le, hold her hand tightly abit cold... movie for 2 hr, quite happy spending time with her... quite fast leh, hope tht can longer... thn going hme le, take mrt bck to boonlay... talking with her quite happily, listen song with her... and go to internet, ohya go internet saw blog... gt passerby tag, nvr put her name... aft awhile off le, cos i using my phne go... later my bill bomb, aft gt space we sit down at jurong east mrt... awhile reach le... walk down to interchange, saw my bus come 1st... thn quickly take my bag and go up le, wanted pei her go her bus 1st... bt didnt had chance, mine come 1st... missing her in bus till reach home, had my dinner... quite less, nt full... go down buy fries eat 2 packet, vry clever everytime ask me go down buy tings... bt i nvr go buy no ppl will be going to buy, til here to post... text her vry less, cos her prepaid bo money liao... til her to post, ending my post here... abit tired le, she say she give me the answer by tmr... simkimtee ILOVEYOU!<3
Nw currently msg with her, quite miss her las... morning when i wakeup, saw no msg frm her... started text her 1st, she replied... thn go brush my teeth and eat brunch, we was texting til she off work... talking quite normally, gt abit nt right... she say today wanted to study at hme, no mood to go out... bt she promise to go out today, aft work stil texting with her... til she reach hme, tht time slacking at bed... quite tired duno why, aft awhile call her... cos nvr receive her reply, she slping... thn i call her wake her up le, ssuddenly she say meet... quite happy las, thn quickly bath and went out le... bt b4 go out, my sis go tied the pig batok to head... wtf, make me had a hard time untied it... angry with my sis, make me so rush... bt at last untied le when i reach boonlay mrt, lucky... thn quickly go interchange wait for her, bt she say she will be abit late... she reach, call me say at A1... thn walk to thr, go to mrt tgt... quite silence las her, abit nt use to it... since we brk, i knw is my fualt to brk... bt abit unsure abt my feelings, thn quiet in the mrt... tried to talk to her, bt she listen to her song and silence bo rlly talk... abit sad las, til reach bugis... she ask me want go whr, thn bugis mrt grab her hand and get out of mrt... at tht moment my feeling bck le, so happy las... holding her hand, thn walk up escalator she sms... let go, thn walk outside... walk to movie ticket, buy 2 ticket me and her... she standing outside, hope tht she stand at my beside bt she didnt... aft tht go walk walk awhile, cos the show start at 4.15... tht time only around 3.30pm, wondering whr the movie at whr... ask her, she say on top... clever thn me las, happy tht she started talking, thn go into movie and sitted down haven started... abit bck to silence again, see her quite tired, cos outside rain... regret tht i ask out, aft tht movie start le... aft around half an hour, ask her for ans... hold her hand, she abit flu... worry she sick las, eek... thn watch, she say she want slp... close her eye, thn siddenly feel like kissing her... omg, she close and open de... keep ask for her ans nvr ans, just kiss her... 1st and 2nd time bo kiss bck, abit no reaction... bt aft tht ok le, hold her hand tightly abit cold... movie for 2 hr, quite happy spending time with her... quite fast leh, hope tht can longer... thn going hme le, take mrt bck to boonlay... talking with her quite happily, listen song with her... and go to internet, ohya go internet saw blog... gt passerby tag, nvr put her name... aft awhile off le, cos i using my phne go... later my bill bomb, aft gt space we sit down at jurong east mrt... awhile reach le... walk down to interchange, saw my bus come 1st... thn quickly take my bag and go up le, wanted pei her go her bus 1st... bt didnt had chance, mine come 1st... missing her in bus till reach home, had my dinner... quite less, nt full... go down buy fries eat 2 packet, vry clever everytime ask me go down buy tings... bt i nvr go buy no ppl will be going to buy, til here to post... text her vry less, cos her prepaid bo money liao... til her to post, ending my post here... abit tired le, she say she give me the answer by tmr... simkimtee ILOVEYOU!<3
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Bck to posting, just nw currently studying and on phne with her... until i am here to post
Morning receive morning msg, reply her... its was quite le, text abit only... thn quickly rush to sch, every morning like tht de... quite late wakeup, standard line 7pm... hahas, thn reach sch... rain finish le, bt the floor stil wet... thn went to class, alot ppl reach le... maybe i am the last or wat bah, bt nvr late leh... everytime zhunzhun, so lucky... gt late once, tht time teacher confiscate my ezlink... stil rmb, b4 i knw her... thn 1st lesson, eng lesson... the mdm kum swee lan lesson, no ppl like her lesson... boring sia, bt gt common test... shock tio eh, nvr even prepare sia... just like tht give and do, everytime like tht de... alot ppl slp in her class, can sms too... she duno why nvr even care, bt free time la... she teach, one words also nvr enter my brain... one ear in one ear out, hahas... aft tht ebs lesson, omg is coursework again... tht day i nvr did finish de, nw de question mre worst... maybe going do research le, if nt i am gonna fail my this coursework... duno hw many marks, aft tht maths lesson... another test again, sian la... test test test, smemre n lvl coming... is getting mre stress, must rlly work hard liao... although i stil gt ply comp, bt i start to make a effort to study at night... sian fk tht my bro go snatch the rm frm me, last time he o lvl i gt let him sia... nw he becme so selfish la, suan le... suay lor, btw aft maths is recess... had my brkfst, aft tht cpa... nice one la, gt audi in my thrumbdrive... cn ply liao hahas, bt i saw ppl study... like i vry useless, they gt do abit... i didnt, bt no time le... going n lvl, hope a pass cn le la... didnt expect to get so gd, at lab secretly ply audi... gt tio caught, keep alt tab... bt teacher gt saw la, aft cpa end sch... bought my lunch frm sch, and bck to home... slack awhile, half aslp... abit tired, til 1.40 i eat my lunch myself... finish my sis bck frm sch le, started to on comp and ply audi awhile... 4+ off le, thn saw my mother at kitchen want started cook for dinner le... thn my mother, follow her cook... anyting, thn learn hw to cook, and can help family cook dinner... aft tht text her again, we contact quite alot ytd and today... abit bck to normal le, bt just nw she remind me tht we are no longer stead le... its hurt me abit, nvm... ending my post here, she going slp le... abit tired too, k bye!
Morning receive morning msg, reply her... its was quite le, text abit only... thn quickly rush to sch, every morning like tht de... quite late wakeup, standard line 7pm... hahas, thn reach sch... rain finish le, bt the floor stil wet... thn went to class, alot ppl reach le... maybe i am the last or wat bah, bt nvr late leh... everytime zhunzhun, so lucky... gt late once, tht time teacher confiscate my ezlink... stil rmb, b4 i knw her... thn 1st lesson, eng lesson... the mdm kum swee lan lesson, no ppl like her lesson... boring sia, bt gt common test... shock tio eh, nvr even prepare sia... just like tht give and do, everytime like tht de... alot ppl slp in her class, can sms too... she duno why nvr even care, bt free time la... she teach, one words also nvr enter my brain... one ear in one ear out, hahas... aft tht ebs lesson, omg is coursework again... tht day i nvr did finish de, nw de question mre worst... maybe going do research le, if nt i am gonna fail my this coursework... duno hw many marks, aft tht maths lesson... another test again, sian la... test test test, smemre n lvl coming... is getting mre stress, must rlly work hard liao... although i stil gt ply comp, bt i start to make a effort to study at night... sian fk tht my bro go snatch the rm frm me, last time he o lvl i gt let him sia... nw he becme so selfish la, suan le... suay lor, btw aft maths is recess... had my brkfst, aft tht cpa... nice one la, gt audi in my thrumbdrive... cn ply liao hahas, bt i saw ppl study... like i vry useless, they gt do abit... i didnt, bt no time le... going n lvl, hope a pass cn le la... didnt expect to get so gd, at lab secretly ply audi... gt tio caught, keep alt tab... bt teacher gt saw la, aft cpa end sch... bought my lunch frm sch, and bck to home... slack awhile, half aslp... abit tired, til 1.40 i eat my lunch myself... finish my sis bck frm sch le, started to on comp and ply audi awhile... 4+ off le, thn saw my mother at kitchen want started cook for dinner le... thn my mother, follow her cook... anyting, thn learn hw to cook, and can help family cook dinner... aft tht text her again, we contact quite alot ytd and today... abit bck to normal le, bt just nw she remind me tht we are no longer stead le... its hurt me abit, nvm... ending my post here, she going slp le... abit tired too, k bye!
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Bck to posting, curently abit bck le... today go out with family for dinner
SimKimTee iloveyou, i told u tht the mre i avoid u... the mre i tink of u, even my N lvl oral also appear our past in my mind... i decided to be bck with u, even though tht time i brk with u... i am wrong, i find tht i stil care abit... SimKimTee u are my love one, ever the 1st tht i love so much... i nvr had this kind of relationship b4, seriously... i really love u alot, i am just bluffing myself not to be with u... and even try to avoid aft we brk, i dun dare to face the sense... i realise tht my heart is stil with u, i cn sense tht u vry sad without me... me either, bt i ask u... u tell me tht u stil nt prepare for relationship bck with us again, tink u nid time bah... i really touch tht u scare i angry with u, bt i didnt... i just want to tell u, u are the 1st girl tht i have my love so much... maybe this is my 1st love, rl love in it... so happy tht u say sat cn give me a ans on sat, hope its positive las... even if negative i also will respect ur choice, bt i will be hurt again... today at jp saw a girl same as SimKimTee bck, quite touch la... 1st time tot is her, bt nt hahas... aft tht told her by sms, bt she bathing la... i didnt reply her when i busy my dinner, aft tht call her up... abit worry for her tht she didnt reply me, aft this lesson i wont be so stupid again... nid to rush homework las, k post til here... told her post abit, BYE! SIMKIMTEE ILOVEYOU!<3
SimKimTee iloveyou, i told u tht the mre i avoid u... the mre i tink of u, even my N lvl oral also appear our past in my mind... i decided to be bck with u, even though tht time i brk with u... i am wrong, i find tht i stil care abit... SimKimTee u are my love one, ever the 1st tht i love so much... i nvr had this kind of relationship b4, seriously... i really love u alot, i am just bluffing myself not to be with u... and even try to avoid aft we brk, i dun dare to face the sense... i realise tht my heart is stil with u, i cn sense tht u vry sad without me... me either, bt i ask u... u tell me tht u stil nt prepare for relationship bck with us again, tink u nid time bah... i really touch tht u scare i angry with u, bt i didnt... i just want to tell u, u are the 1st girl tht i have my love so much... maybe this is my 1st love, rl love in it... so happy tht u say sat cn give me a ans on sat, hope its positive las... even if negative i also will respect ur choice, bt i will be hurt again... today at jp saw a girl same as SimKimTee bck, quite touch la... 1st time tot is her, bt nt hahas... aft tht told her by sms, bt she bathing la... i didnt reply her when i busy my dinner, aft tht call her up... abit worry for her tht she didnt reply me, aft this lesson i wont be so stupid again... nid to rush homework las, k post til here... told her post abit, BYE! SIMKIMTEE ILOVEYOU!<3
Monday, July 5, 2010
Bck to posting, i am in sch nw... later i gt N lvl oral le, wanted prepare, bt later on bah...
Once again, my heart is hurting, i duno why... ytd she call, my feeling was abit back for her, when i heard tht she is sad... wanted comfort her, bt duno why i talk quite less on phne, cause actually wanted study... bt at last didnt, i force myself to study ytd... bt only abit, why love hurt us so much... duno should i get over with it or nt, is rlly vry miserable... shld i go bck to her? or gave up, she told me to find another which i love to replace her? bt can i? i dun even knw ok, so ytd i keep told her tht i dont knw either... she say dunno means wat? i answered complicated in my heart... am i trying to avoid the love i had for her? even though i nw trying to forget and nt caring anymre? this feel days i have suffer alot, i had enough i tink... i just wanted to forcus on my n lvl 1st. didnt want tink much... bt can i study? even just nw in class, ppl learning maths... knw wat i do? trying to put my mind all forcus, bt guess i can? teacher ask me why i become so slow in my work, ask me whether i no mood wat... even teacher also can see my feeling, hais is gonna be hard for me... bt only her, she keep claim to me she miss our past and didnt cherish, bt is tht over? past is over, maybe nt gonna bring it up anymre... must look forward bah, i rlly vry confuse with my mind and heart... hais, later going to have N lvl GCE oral exam in the hall le... hope i can do well, and try to avoid my pain for her... the mre i talk abt it the mre sad i am, ending my post here... tink she wun read this post, as she also in sch nw... BYE!
Once again, my heart is hurting, i duno why... ytd she call, my feeling was abit back for her, when i heard tht she is sad... wanted comfort her, bt duno why i talk quite less on phne, cause actually wanted study... bt at last didnt, i force myself to study ytd... bt only abit, why love hurt us so much... duno should i get over with it or nt, is rlly vry miserable... shld i go bck to her? or gave up, she told me to find another which i love to replace her? bt can i? i dun even knw ok, so ytd i keep told her tht i dont knw either... she say dunno means wat? i answered complicated in my heart... am i trying to avoid the love i had for her? even though i nw trying to forget and nt caring anymre? this feel days i have suffer alot, i had enough i tink... i just wanted to forcus on my n lvl 1st. didnt want tink much... bt can i study? even just nw in class, ppl learning maths... knw wat i do? trying to put my mind all forcus, bt guess i can? teacher ask me why i become so slow in my work, ask me whether i no mood wat... even teacher also can see my feeling, hais is gonna be hard for me... bt only her, she keep claim to me she miss our past and didnt cherish, bt is tht over? past is over, maybe nt gonna bring it up anymre... must look forward bah, i rlly vry confuse with my mind and heart... hais, later going to have N lvl GCE oral exam in the hall le... hope i can do well, and try to avoid my pain for her... the mre i talk abt it the mre sad i am, ending my post here... tink she wun read this post, as she also in sch nw... BYE!
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Bck to posting... i am no longer in the mood nw, my fren pei me through...
Once again, i knw tht i am selfish to brk with her... bt did she even care abt my feelings when i with her? i still love her, my heartpain ever since i brk with her til nw... i have been using comp to kill my time of tinking of our pass, bt wat i can do? at sch rlly bo mood study, i tried to study... even maths, my best subject... i have been tinking her alot in my mind, always have nt dissapear yet... bt sch work i tink is june holiday i didnt study, bt other thn tht... i tried to studied this feels days, near n lvl le... i started study le, bt can i study? NO... i hate this kind of pain, and wish this wouldnt happen, bt its alrdy happen... she nt happy when with me, only when we are tgt last time... i am vry relieve with her smile, bt she have gone... wat the point we continue, i have tried to gave up nw... maybe she should also give up, bt she is using puffing to avoid her pain and even drink b4 le... last time when i with her did she listen to me? threaten me to nt see me again, if i didnt go home... i have given alot of swt memories, bt did she cherish? i have been tinking alot for these few days, maybe i shld put mre forcus on my study bah... just get a pass cn le, hope nth much la... even my fren ask me to go bck to her, isit worth it? i have asking myself alot of question, bt its all negative... and when i ask for brk, altough she nt feeling well... bt she ask me nt to care, she treat me as wat? even scold me vulgar, since she is so unhappy... wat for? i have choose to gave up, bt i keep telling myself i rlly can forget our relationship? i am vry tired of this nw, she say she heartpain... bck to her oldself, puffing... she do all this gt tink of me? i heard this its brk my heart, did she even knw? i am ending my post here... BYE!
Once again, i knw tht i am selfish to brk with her... bt did she even care abt my feelings when i with her? i still love her, my heartpain ever since i brk with her til nw... i have been using comp to kill my time of tinking of our pass, bt wat i can do? at sch rlly bo mood study, i tried to study... even maths, my best subject... i have been tinking her alot in my mind, always have nt dissapear yet... bt sch work i tink is june holiday i didnt study, bt other thn tht... i tried to studied this feels days, near n lvl le... i started study le, bt can i study? NO... i hate this kind of pain, and wish this wouldnt happen, bt its alrdy happen... she nt happy when with me, only when we are tgt last time... i am vry relieve with her smile, bt she have gone... wat the point we continue, i have tried to gave up nw... maybe she should also give up, bt she is using puffing to avoid her pain and even drink b4 le... last time when i with her did she listen to me? threaten me to nt see me again, if i didnt go home... i have given alot of swt memories, bt did she cherish? i have been tinking alot for these few days, maybe i shld put mre forcus on my study bah... just get a pass cn le, hope nth much la... even my fren ask me to go bck to her, isit worth it? i have asking myself alot of question, bt its all negative... and when i ask for brk, altough she nt feeling well... bt she ask me nt to care, she treat me as wat? even scold me vulgar, since she is so unhappy... wat for? i have choose to gave up, bt i keep telling myself i rlly can forget our relationship? i am vry tired of this nw, she say she heartpain... bck to her oldself, puffing... she do all this gt tink of me? i heard this its brk my heart, did she even knw? i am ending my post here... BYE!
Friday, July 2, 2010
Bck to posting again, today didnt have a gd day... broke with her today
These few days didnt post... Morning overslept, thn late reply msg in my phne... plus my msg is getting full, she everytime at sch nvr use phne forcus... bt i didnt disturb her, started posting here... aft flag raising go up to lab for my ebs coursework, bt lab gt ppl... ytd the teacher who sntach the lab from us, teacher also bo bian say tht the sch didnt book the lab wtf... class also abit nt happy tht they use our lab, say we graduating this year... thn didnt even let us, quite selfish la them... went to my cpa lab, and texting with my fren... and use comp awhile, cos 8.15 thn start... today delay abit, cos abt the fking lab cant use... than started le, follow teacher give de instruction... bt abit dunno hw do, started doing abit bt wrong... didnt do, hais sian... tink my classmate all do le, i havent even started... maybe nxt lesson chiong bah, thn english lesson... also texting with my fren, cos boring la... watch oral record classmate video, gt fall alslp again... thn follow by maths lesson, quite sian going stress again... ohya, abit dunno hw to do, keep do wrong method plus some errors... aft tht went for recess, follow by cme... sch nth much to posting quite boring, bt n lvl coming nid buck up le... ending my post here, no mood brking with her today...
These few days didnt post... Morning overslept, thn late reply msg in my phne... plus my msg is getting full, she everytime at sch nvr use phne forcus... bt i didnt disturb her, started posting here... aft flag raising go up to lab for my ebs coursework, bt lab gt ppl... ytd the teacher who sntach the lab from us, teacher also bo bian say tht the sch didnt book the lab wtf... class also abit nt happy tht they use our lab, say we graduating this year... thn didnt even let us, quite selfish la them... went to my cpa lab, and texting with my fren... and use comp awhile, cos 8.15 thn start... today delay abit, cos abt the fking lab cant use... than started le, follow teacher give de instruction... bt abit dunno hw do, started doing abit bt wrong... didnt do, hais sian... tink my classmate all do le, i havent even started... maybe nxt lesson chiong bah, thn english lesson... also texting with my fren, cos boring la... watch oral record classmate video, gt fall alslp again... thn follow by maths lesson, quite sian going stress again... ohya, abit dunno hw to do, keep do wrong method plus some errors... aft tht went for recess, follow by cme... sch nth much to posting quite boring, bt n lvl coming nid buck up le... ending my post here, no mood brking with her today...